Im a Loser! and I feel stupid!

[BigFuzzyDice]

Well, I am a loser. Why for am i a loser?? well first off im using this and second off... uhhmm okay well this is the only reason im a loser other than that ima crackhead, not literally im just on the odd fun side. Uhhmm Yeah so heres my message about being a loser and using this. If this works i wont feel so bad so if anyone out there... Well okay any females i guess heheh uhhmm if you feel like responding to this ill tell you more information that you want to know but yeah bododeedo. Talk to you all laters.

Love and Hugz,
Dice,
Ben

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The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him to hold in higher esteem those who think alike than those who think differently.
Many a man fails as an original thinker simply because his memory is too good.
One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.-Nietzsche

[sin]

don't feel bad d00d....I've even considered posting one lately....'course I haven't (yet anyway). Think it's just that time of year or something.

[aireq]

read the post I put right above this thread.

aireq

[chemical girl]

...hi ben.
<grin>
i'm NOT looking for someone but i met you this weekend and wanted to say hello. i figured you would check this before anything else hehe. good luck finding yourself someone.

btw:i was the chica in blue from portland that introduced myself at energy of life

[Hatboi78]

does it count if u had a friend post fer you?


*wishes he was a female so he ciould get wit ben* images/smilies/smile.gif


Luv ya!


CuDdLePiMp

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SMILE-- IT IS THE SECOND BEST
THING YOU DO WITH YOUR MOUTH
- - - - AND CURIOUSITY KILLED
THE CAT THEREFORE NO MORE PussY :)

[EvulSpeakerGurl]

*wishes he was a female so he ciould get wit ben*

*wishes Ben liked her so she could get wit ben too*

*blush*runs away*

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*Hugz n Love*
(*^!~Danni~!^*)
AIM:Soopr Vix in
AIM:CandeeGirrl
ICQ:22328618
EMAIL:CandeeGirrl@aol.com
i wuv *STAR* with all my heart and soul!!!

[Hatboi78]

hmm...well we can always share danni. u have 1 end...i'll have the other. lol images/smilies/smile.gif


and fer sum reason that 1 song by Quad City Dj's comes to mind.

" COME AND RIDE THA TRAIN. AND RIDE IT.
CHOOO CHOOOOO!" lol


CuDdLePiMp

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SMILE-- IT IS THE SECOND BEST
THING YOU DO WITH YOUR MOUTH
- - - - AND CURIOUSITY KILLED
THE CAT THEREFORE NO MORE PussY :)

[boy christe]

wait-big, fuzzy *what*?



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love always...
the peanut butter pirate
& under-cover duck!!!

-one of the wesleys-
<><><><><><><><><><>
boy_christe@yahoo.com
aim:raveboychriste
tghmh:PinkCHik
<><><><><><><><><><>

[A D I D A S]

LOL...


OH. . . . . MY. . . . . GOD. . . .


I just fell over laughing covering my mouth so not to annoy my neighbors....

well ben (he he) there u go....

"I'm a loser baby, so why doncha kill me.."


LoL, poor ben....

he has 2 little fuzzy dice, right danni?

[EvulSpeakerGurl]

" COME AND RIDE THA TRAIN. AND RIDE IT.
CHOOO CHOOOOO!" lol
LMAO!!

he has 2 little fuzzy dice, right danni?

shut up steve !!


*grr* hehe



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*Hugz n Love*
(*^!~Danni~!^*)
AIM:Soopr Vix in
AIM:CandeeGirrl
ICQ:22328618
EMAIL:CandeeGirrl@aol.com
i wuv *STAR* with all my heart and soul!!!

[BigFuzzyDice]

Hello all,

How is everyone??
I hope i find you all in good spirits. Uhhmmm yeah Steve... shut up, laughing at me youre mean, and thats not what you were saying the other night big boy. hehehe (hatboi... its not true. dont get your hoes up, sorry) uhhmmm other than that its good to ear that this worked exactly how i wanted it to, and uhhh Danni, give me a call sometime, i tried calling you the other day and someone answered and said you might be out doing that rave shit or something. other than that i wil talk to you all later, and oh yeah, my phone should be in working order by now so... talk to me.

Love and Hugz,
Dice
Ben

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The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him to hold in higher esteem those who think alike than those who think differently.
Many a man fails as an original thinker simply because his memory is too good.
One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.-Nietzsche

[Mr.Tim]

HI!

that's all images/smilies/smile.gif

~Mr.Tim.

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"...I wanna touch the earth.
I wanna break it in my hands.
I wanna grow something wild and unruly..."~Dixie Chicks ;)

Icq: 31329405
Email: tatoahie@hotmail.com

[pinkshag]

mmmm steve that wasnt very nice...lol

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*^*JeSSiE-BuTT*
aim-ravingpsyco
icq-2509931
aol-jeckida

[marshie99]

Ben why dont you email me or talk to me on AIM you loser!

Next time Ill be down south is Aug 12...connected 3...want to come?

AND I LIKE BENS DICE! heeeheee! images/smilies/smile.gif

PS wheres our pic that YOU took?

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http://www.hyperreal.org/~gruvnkim/pics/JessicaPic.jpg

[A D I D A S]

awweee.... ben-e-poo,
no need to deny the other night, u said that u wouldn't be ashamed. besides, don't worry bout what happened, it happens to everyone sometimes.... its ok.

*kisses*

~your big daddy

[Hatboi78]

hmmmmm...am i the only 1 missing the homosexual undertone between ben and steve?
OoOoOohh...


I'd pay money to see then go at it.


RAWR!

[Mr.Tim]

I know what your talking about hatboi, but I find it kinda fun...I think straight guys are H-O-T...but then again that kinda defeats the purpose doesn't it...maybe I should just stay in my corner

*runs back and sits in the corner*

~Tim.

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"...I wanna touch the earth.
I wanna break it in my hands.
I wanna grow something wild and unruly..."~Dixie Chicks ;)

Icq: 31329405
Email: tatoahie@hotmail.com

[*Neemo*]

people with dice hats usually are losers.

[EvulSpeakerGurl]

ben i lost ur new number.. thats why i didnt call yah back silly boi! images/smilies/smile.gif

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*Hugz n Wuv*
~.~* Danni *.~.~
AIM:CandeeGirrl ICQ:22328618
i wuv *STAR* with all my heart and soul!!!*Saterday Night Fever Crew In Full Affect Baby!*

[Hatboi78]

Mr Tim....I SOOOO KNOW What you mean. I torture myself by falling for str8 guys and even str8 guys wit gf's!! WTF! And what does my bitch ass do? Find another str8 guy to make my lil heart go pitter patter. I dunno...i guess its some sort of challenge/conquest to go after a str8 guy. And wit gay boiz its not the same. Its far to easy, but a str8 guy you really gotta use your mack skills. hehe but my str8 guys are FINE!! I will show you the newest 1. You'd want him too! lol


CuDdLePiMp

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SMILE-- IT IS THE SECOND BEST
THING YOU DO WITH YOUR MOUTH
- - - - AND CURIOUSITY KILLED
THE CAT THEREFORE NO MORE PussY :)

[EvulSpeakerGurl]

hatboi.. u pimp u images/smilies/wink.gif

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*Hugz n Wuv*
~.~* Danni *.~.~
AIM:CandeeGirrl ICQ:22328618
i wuv *STAR* with all my heart and soul!!!*Saterday Night Fever Crew In Full Affect Baby!*

[Hatboi78]

lol@danni

[EvulSpeakerGurl]

~your big daddy


<sings with jessi> " i love it when u call me big pa-pa throw ya hands in tha air if u'z a true play-ah "

*does tha booty dance* woo hoooo

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*Hugz n Wuv*
~.~* Danni *.~.~
AIM:CandeeGirrl ICQ:22328618
i wuv *STAR* with all my heart and soul!!!*Saterday Night Fever Crew In Full Affect Baby!*

[EvulSpeakerGurl]

i guess its some sort of challenge/conquest to go after a str8 guy
then stop liking the challenge images/smilies/wink.gif

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*Hugz n Wuv*
~.~* Danni *.~.~
AIM:CandeeGirrl ICQ:22328618
i wuv *STAR* with all my heart and soul!!!*Saterday Night Fever Crew In Full Affect Baby!*



[This message has been edited by CANDEEGIRL (edited 07-18-2000).]

[likeaholeinthehead]

hatboi,
I do the total opposite
I usually end up liking a gay boie
w/ a bf and iam like why do I do this?

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we are fallen angels born into this world possesing only one wing. to get back to heaven we need to fly embracing one another.....

to the thinkers the world is a comedy, its a tragedy to those who feel

[doot]

Hehehe, guess you don't need to feel like a loser anymore now do you mr. fuzzystalker, eh?? images/smilies/smile.gif i'm happy for ya!!

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GOD DAMN IT PEOPLE
CONFORM!!!

luvs,
kt

[A D I D A S]

now that he has gay bois drooling and offering money and str8 bois teasing him.... I wouldn't feel like a looser =oP

jk, Ben's awesome, and a awesome friend
*mad hugz*

A pleasure as always....

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We pray while we dance, clap our hands, and blow our whistles, sweating out the negativity. Mixing it up with newer, bolder beats and rhythms designed to help us love eachother, love ourselves. And then we will be willing to take a stand....

ILike2Dance@crackdealer.com
AIM: Ima Beat Freak

[pinkshag]

*achoo*
hehe...sheesh ben..from the looks of it..i guess it worked..*cough cough* aaah

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*^*JeSSiE-BuTT*
aim-ravingpsyco
icq-2509931
aol-jeckida

[EvulSpeakerGurl]

i chink i gotst u sick jessi butt

sooowiiiee hun

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Danni
CandeeGirrl@aol.com
"shake your booty" (__Y_) (_Y_) (_Y__)

[BigFuzzyDice]

HMMMMMMM,
what to say to all that talk...

First off, I am a loser and i am damn proud of it! heheh how else could one have some fun by their lonesome?? other than masterbation...(well stop there) Uhhmmm yeah sorry all if i could make cies of myself i would and id divy them out to all my friends and it would be good until i got confused with other mes running around and going haywire and getting me into trouble, and id make a gay one for you Hatboi.

But, nonetheless, i am but one man and i want all your possesions and money and uhhmm ignore that last remark(unless youre willing to give me all that stuff </; ) heheheh

But6 im a t a library cause i have no computer and i must be off so...

Love and Hugz,
Dice,
Ben

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The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him to hold in higher esteem those who think alike than those who think differently.
Many a man fails as an original thinker simply because his memory is too good.
One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.-Nietzsche

[EvulSpeakerGurl]

nooo u cant sell yourself to them!! your mine!! *clings onto Ben for dear life*

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Danni
CandeeGirrl@aol.com
"shake your booty" (__Y_) (_Y_) (_Y__)

[pinkshag]

*hugs danni real close* i luv you girl..

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*^*JeSSiE-BuTT*
aim-ravingpsyco
icq-2509931
aol-jeckida

[EvulSpeakerGurl]

*...lets go....again...*

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Danni
CandeeGirrl@aol.com
"shake your booty" (__Y_) (_Y_) (_Y__)

[BigFuzzyDice]

...</; (

Sorry,
I didnt know i had all these thoughts that i had to deal with and you helped me realize it Danni, I wish it didnt have to be so but it is, I have to much... waaaaay to much to deal with right about now, and for a while at least ill bets but... some day i will be back int he mind frame for something of which i dont know.

Confused again,
Dice,
Ben

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The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him to hold in higher esteem those who think alike than those who think differently.
Many a man fails as an original thinker simply because his memory is too good.
One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.-Nietzsche

[girlEgirl]

Yeah you better feel stupid, and yes you are a loser.

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I am the vibe shitter!

[EvulSpeakerGurl]

*will not post n e more on this thread...*

maybe u shouldve thought of dat on dat saterday..o well..

relationships are all bad bad bad bad evil things. im giving up on them.

forever.
ack.

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CandeeGirrl@aol.com

*the only man a gurl can depend on is her daddy*- Frenchi, 'Grease'

[BigFuzzyDice]

*Hangs head low*


*on verge of tears*

*cries inside*

Goodbye



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The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him to hold in higher esteem those who think alike than those who think differently.
Many a man fails as an original thinker simply because his memory is too good.
One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.-Nietzsche

[EvulSpeakerGurl]

okay so i lied...
*rawr* *sharpens claws* *puts mittins on cuz she cant hurt u...*
*sniffles**
d00de.. i would LOVE to be mad at you. but i cant.
*beats the shit outta self*
<talks to self> "beat his ass..beat his ass"
rawr

actually i take that back... i dont have to be sad.. so im going to be mad. mad mad mad.
fuck

grrrrr

im just going to totally stop thinking about you.. and act like nothing happened.. beause it seams the easyest way..


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CandeeGirrl@aol.com
*the only man a gurl can depend on is her daddy*- Frenchi, 'Grease'
"If @ 1st U Don't Succeed... Fuk The world n smoke sum WEED"

[This message has been edited by CANDEEGIRL (edited 07-25-2000).]

[This message has been edited by CANDEEGIRL (edited 07-25-2000).]

[apaux]

CANDEEGIRL - Relationships are not all bad, it all depends on who you are with. If you are not looking for a relationship, like ever, that is a long time.


Sorry,
I didnt know i had all these thoughts that i had to deal with and you helped me realize it Danni, I wish it didnt have to be so but it is, I have to much... waaaaay to much to deal with right about now, and for a while at least ill bets but... some day i will be back int he mind frame for something of which i dont know.


*cries inside*

BigFuzzyDice - wtf. if you really cared for her then you would cry on the outside. show simpathy atleast. sounds like you really didn't care.

actually i take that back... i dont have to be sad.. so im going to be mad. mad mad mad.

Don't be mad. If you be mad at him you will still be thinking of him when you want to get him out of your mind. But he should have done it on personal time.

*Brainfreeze* WOW, I shouldn't have taken pshycology class in college. Peoples should really follow my quote. mwahs and huggles.

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"You don't have to leave the shadows to see the light."
<|:*~^APAUX^~*:|>

[apaux]

CANDEEGIRL - massive squishy gushy hugs

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"You don't have to leave the shadows to see the light."
<|:*~^APAUX^~*:|>

[BigFuzzyDice]

Hmmm,
apaux... maybe you should have taken psychology classes. but i dont need to cry on the outside to show i care for someone, not everyones emotions show the same, when i cry inside it tears me apart more than you will ever know, you dont know how i think how i cact what i do or anything of the such. when i cry which is rarely ever, its usually inside. because i get the chance to think more rather than well up and flood my room with tears i have cried like 4 times in my life over something that has happened to me. I cried over my best friend in Cali being shot to death whenshe was 5 and i was 4. I cried over my First pet dying cause it was actually mine and i took care of it. I cried when my best friends mom died, and it hurt even more because he was at my house asleep when it happened. and i cried when i was kicked out of my house, it was teh first time i ever thought i was being shown resentment from my parents for being there. Now, before you go spouting your uneducated psycho babble maybe you should be knowing the inside thoughts or maybe what the other thoughts i have are and maybe even find out how exactly i show i care. I was told from day one that noone is different and i decided to become a prime example of that. if i was you maybe id cry outside but im not so i dont. well yeah sorry but i do not take being told im wrong or that i dont care very offensively... so next time look before you leap. it might be a trail of thorns you land on. so...

Love and Hugz,
Dice,
Ben

P.S. this isnt meant as an insult just a reference on how i may work.
"Everytime you laugh, That is an emotion that died" Nietzsche

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The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him to hold in higher esteem those who think alike than those who think differently.
Many a man fails as an original thinker simply because his memory is too good.
One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.-Nietzsche

[apaux]

this isnt meant as an insult just a reference on how i may work.


BIGFUZZYDICE - its all good. i know what your saying. I dont take it as an insult. and i do know that you dont have to cry on the outside...

uneducated psycho babble
that wasnt uneducated. i've taken psychology in college and understand more of everyday life. but yeah, i get your point. truce.

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"You don't have to leave the shadows to see the light."
<|:*~^APAUX^~*:|>



[This message has been edited by apaux (edited 07-27-2000).]

[spacegirl]

i so understand where you are comming from ben.
<thinks to self>
i think i should just become lesbian or even better bisexual then i can broaden my spectrum.

maybe i just need to makeout with someone?

hmmm.......</thinks to self>

anyone wanna make out with me?

<thinks again to self>ill pay you</thinks again to self>

ummm never mind, just thought i would say hi
to you ben dont feel like a loser, im sure your not

lots of love
me


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love is everyone, everyone is love, believe in love, and you believe in yourself,
***will someone make out with me? just currious***

[BigFuzzyDice]

Hello,

Truce Apaux.
SpaceGirl, uhhmmm Yeah. you made me think of like 4-5 years ago at the space needle during some festival when a bunch of us did will make out for 50 cents and then the entire see lazy stoner 25 cents hehehe it was fun </; )
Uhhmm in the meantime i guess i should go now so ill see you all later.

Love and Hugz,
Dice,
Ben

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The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him to hold in higher esteem those who think alike than those who think differently.
Many a man fails as an original thinker simply because his memory is too good.
One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.-Nietzsche

[EvulSpeakerGurl]

oh well shit happens

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"You and me we have an opertunity, and we, could make it something really coool, but you, you think im not the kinda gurl, im hear to tell yah baby i know how to rock your world " CandeeGirrl*Aim
CandeeGirrl@aol.com